Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

am i feeling nervous?

I didn't go to work today. I was having a bad headache this morning and a pain in my lower back so I decided to stay home and rest. These past few days, i've been feeling a lot of irregular things concerning my body. Hell, I don't know, maybe i'm just thinking a lot about saturday. This coming saturday, I mean. You see, this coming Saturday, I was scheduled for my ESWL procedure at The Medical City. This concerns my kidney stones as my doctor recommended that we go through this procedure. My stones, we found out, were calcium-based making it more harder to break and flushed-out from my body by merely taking medicines in which I already did na. So, upon my doctor's and husband's persuasion, I agreed to finally do it. So what is ESWL?

According to WEBMD.com, Extracorporeal shock wave lithotripsy (ESWL) uses shock waves to break a kidney stone into small pieces that can more easily travel through the urinary tract and pass from the body.

For this procedure,
  • You lie on a water-filled cushion, and the surgeon uses X-rays or ultrasound tests to precisely locate the stone. High-energy sound waves pass through your body without injuring it and break the stone into small pieces. These small pieces move through the urinary tract and out of the body more easily than a large stone.
  • The process takes about an hour.
  • You may receive sedatives or local anesthesia.
  • Your surgeon may use a stent when your stones are larger than 2.5 cm. A stent is a small, short tube of flexible plastic mesh that holds the ureter open. This helps the small stone pieces to pass without blocking the ureter.

It will be an out-patient procedure and will take only a few hours then i'll be sent home. It's a non-invasive procedure and the safest procedure they say so I have nothing to worry about. But, being the real me, who's afraid of hospitals and the stuff that goes with it, I guess i'm quite afraid of the procedure. I'll be under anesthesia so I won't be able to feel anything. I have full confidence and trust in my doctor naman. So why am I feeling this way? Maybe because i'm really "duwag lang" about the whole thing, lol. I just hope and pray that it will be a success meaning that the stones will totally be broken down to small pieces and eventually will be flushed-out of my body. I hope that it will not have an effect on my kidneys as I was having this strange idea that the shockwaves will sort of "damage" my kidneys. But my doctor, made it very clear to me that it will not in anyway have a bad effect on my kidney or any part of my body. It's a perfectly safe procedure daw. So, with that, I agreed na rin.

So, guys, I will have to humbly ask for your prayers for the success of this procedure on Saturday. Your prayers will surely give me enough courage in going through this :)

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Friday, March 07, 2008

i'm lost

I'm lost for words, that is. I am currently writing my farewell message for my boss for tomorrow night's despedida party. I couldn't write anything as I am deeply saddened by my boss' departure. He' ll be migrating to Canada with his family and they're set to leave after Holy Week. Though, I wish him well on his new endeavor, I can't help but feel sad since he's been such a very good boss to all of us. Words are not enough to describe him, he's been a father and a mentor to me and to everyone else in the group. I just hope that his successor will be able to pick a leaf from his style of leadership.

I have to finish this message and write it down. I fear that I may not be able to deliver an impromptu message that's why I need to have a "kodiko".

Got to get back to my writing. Hay... it's so sad lang.

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

busy day ahead

Hi everyone. I had a grand time at my brother's birthday celebration last Tuesday night. I will post pics and some kwentos about that night later. But for the mean time, please allow me to post an opp I got from the 3P. I was so happy that I was able to grab at least one a day since yesterday. I hope this is a good sign :)

Anyways, tomorrow will be our monthly management comm. meeting. Mancom Mtg's were always toxic in the past that's why we all prepare for this or else...........,lol. I'm not sure if I can still bloghop tomorrow since almost the whole day will be spent on meetings. In the evening maybe I can catch up on my daily reads.

Till then!
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Friday, February 29, 2008

almost had it

Short kwento lang po.

Last night, while I was browsing through other blogs in my ITouch (I turned off na kasi my laptop coz I'm about to retire na rin and I just did a short "silip" lang in PPP to check if there are any available posts), I was surprised to see an available opportunity at payperpost. I got excited and immediately click the reserved button. Imagine, after a long time may white color na umappear!? Super happy ako even if the opp is only $5, okay na ako dun noh? promise!

But, unfortunately due to my excitement, I think I typed the wrong answer to the capcha question that's why I wasn't able to reserve the opp that time and was asked again to enter the correct answer. When I did, it's too late. The oppurtunity is no longer available! Would you believe, in a span of few seconds, it was gone!? Hay.. I was so frustrated that I didn't get to sleep agad. Nawala ang antok ko! Tehee.

Wala lang. Just want to vent out my frustration. Ang hirap ng opps lately kasi :(

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

what's wrong with SR?

What's wrong with Sponsored Reviews?

Yes, that's the one question which has been bugging me since last week.

The problem is that I haven't got any approved bid. As in none. Zero. I can't believe this. Before, even if my blog hasn't got any PR Rank yet, I get about 2 approved bids on the average per week. But now, it's as if i'm back to square one and haven't got any. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. This is bad.

Now, I am wondering if the problem is with SR or with me (my blog that is). SR has been the source of most of my paid opps (since with PPP, i'm not lucky enough to grab some opps due to PR rank I guess) and with this development, i'm quite worried about how my paid blogging activity will prosper. I just hope that this scarcity of blog opps will end asap. I need the extra moolah for our planned summer getaway this year. All I can do now is ... to wish and hope... wish and hope....

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Friday, December 14, 2007

fun-filled night

Before I hit the sack, I would like to muse about how much fun I had tonight in our middle management meeting, the last for this year. You see, quarterly the different dept. heads from our company meet with our Group President for some "learning" sessions and some bonding time na rin as well. Since this will be the last for this year, we were told to bring a gift which we will be exchanging with our co-managers. We had a short but very interesting learning session with our president (meaning: activity) and after that, it's karaoke time!! Hay.. I just love to sing and good thing some of my fellow manager love singing too! lol So, what do you expect?! We had a mini concert hahaha. We totally enjoyed it. It was such a stress buster! But before the singing, we toast the night away for a wonderful year and we look forward to a better year ahead. Cheers One Asia!


(Sorry for the low-quality pic, camera phone only :))


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